the ache

kyle is an ocean away.
grampa bill and gramma weezie left today.
i go back to school in a week and a half.

no matter where i am,
no matter how content i am in where God has placed me,
the small ache never completely goes away.

the only explanation i have is that this isn't the way its supposed to be.
but thankfully,
it won't always be this way either.
i won't always feel a little bit torn.
i won't always being saying good-bye.

i feel ready for heaven.