Wednesday, April 16, 2008

a lovely night

tonight our staff meeting was at hayden's lakefront grill.
during one part of our evening of laughing, eating and story-telling, a woman came up to sarah and me to tell us what a pleasure it was to witness our group.
a few days ago when martha and i had our one-on-one, i thought i was doing okay with the prospect of having this end. after all, i still have so many of these dear people in my life next year and i get to be an AAC...
but tonight hurt. knowing that i've loved on these friends all year and it won't be like this for much longer hurts a bit.
i take a deep breath and know its too late to take back anything-but i wouldn't want to anyway. i think that dull ache may be here to stay.
because i really love my staff.






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