phone number

i just had a sad moment. i was looking in my phone for a number so i can fill out my walkabout form, when i saw "poppop" under my contacts. and i realized that i can't call him anymore. i almost changed the name to "grandma" but somehow i couldn't...for now. i'm glad he's in heaven, but knowing he isn't here anymore is still a little sad.

one more realization that i really do miss him.